Wednesday, February 16, 2011

与*JE WK HY VL HL DOB HT REAGAN*共勉之

你们说我很会说话
总能把你们无法形容的感觉一一表达
其实我只有在你们面前
才觉得我是原来的我

分开了那么久
你们之间的感情有增无减
我却离你们越来越远

我相信
那是我们一辈子
也不会忘记的一天

每个人都抛弃一切的顾虑
赤裸裸的坦诚相对

深藏在心里的伤口
结痂已久的疮疤
硬生生地被撕开
想说的   要隐瞒的
想逃避   要忘记的
全都毫无保留的释放出来

其实一开始
多多少少会有想要隐瞒的部分
但是当眼泪
像岩浆一样的涌出来
所有的顾虑
都被抛到太阳焚烧掉

很高兴
很感触
也很感动

可以在特别的地点
特别的时间
和特别的人
分享特别感受

有你们,真好!




Thursday, February 10, 2011

New Year Resolution # 3 to #10

New Year Resolution # 3
FOCUS on my studies.

Can't say that I really give my best for the first semester. Having holiday-lag almost for the whole semester. Having almost 8 months holidays makes my brain almost degenerates. I can't really focus for the 1st month because I always feel sleepy I don't know why. Then it gets better when I only day-dreaming, sometimes.

Then more assignments are coming which makes me feel more "conscious" about what I am actually doing. And then when I started to be into the situation, finals coming. Wasn't really well-prepared for finals but I try my best. At least I didn't left my paper blank and walk out the hall with tears.

Got my results recently and seriously Thank God that I got Distinction for my Intro to Law. What more can I say? But ohh wait, haven't got my results for Psychology and English. I'll see if I got anything to say when I got them XD

Going to end my 3 months holidays. NO holiday-lag pleaseeee!!!
Alright, hopefully I can get more Distinction in sem 2 loooo =)

New Year Resolution # 4
To get a smartphone

Getting a new phone wasn't really in my wishlist until -- my phone got bitten by dog (or perhaps dogss)
I dropped my phone on the road in front of my house. I didn't know that until my neighbour called my mom. If you think it's so lucky cos she found it, then you're wrong. To be precise, the dogs found it and bring it back to the house as their toy. I think my phone pouch is either all torn or saturated with the dogs saliva, that's why she didn't return to me. LOL.

Scratches, cracks, love bites from the dogs are all over the phone. And I'm still using it now. Whenever I saw the dogs, it reminds me the miserable experience of my phone. Sigh.

SO!! Iphone Blackberry please come to me~~

(Lazy to type so just make it short and simple)

New Year Resolution # 5
Be more patient
especially facing with lansi or bitchy customers

New Year Resolution # 6
Have no any major or even minor accidents.
I'm DRIVING at last! So anyone please don't honk me, don't suddenly break, don't suddenly cut into my lane.
(ps I'll try not to honk, not to break suddenly or suka suka cut into another lane. hehe)

New Year Resolution # 7
See Jay Chou with my naked eyes LOL
I'm bored looking at him on DVD. Anyone got free tickets or extra tickets on sale, CALL ME!!

New Year Resolution # 8
Better skin condition

New Year Resolution # 9
Must think think think think think and think before I spend. Huat arh!!

New Year Resolution # 10
*I shall keep it as secret and see if it come true next year

Alright that's all.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
xoxo

Monday, January 17, 2011

New Year Resolution # 2

Dump away Emo =)

2010 was really a emo year for me. I broke down for so many times but I believe God was beside me. I'm not really a Christian because I'm not even baptize yet. I do not got to church and I only pray when I'm in trouble, in serious trouble. 

I went through many hard times and I complained a lot. But God does not ignore me, He really hear me and remember me. He makes miracles happen in my life, again, again and again. He makes me stay strong and send someone when I'm weak. Special thanks to Hock Guan, Ching Wai and Carmen  


Shout out to Jasmine Lip, and myself too
He is always there when you're weak. He does listen to your prayer. Be patient and wait =)


 A cute brother makes me feel "high" ;D
PSP makes me feel "higher" =D

 Masking makes me feel awesome
*doink doink*

 looking at my macan-yes-long-legs makes me feel
phewiiiiit~

Great coffee makes me feel "stimulated"
lols

Alright, Good Bye E.M.O!! *waving frantically*

Friday, January 7, 2011

New Year Resolution # 1

It's almost 1 week since 2011 started. I've never had any new year resolution because i always believe in 水来土掩, 兵来将挡. But things need to change, especially when you have live for 2 decades XP
*Random - I simply can't believe that some people actually think that I'm Standard SIX!!!! Currently working at mom's shop and almost every 2 or 3 days have to clear people's doubt that I'm actually 20. But I like to see their eyes-pop-out expression. HAHAHA!

So here comes my New Year Resolution #1
To lose extra weights meat and fats =)

Waaaaitt.. I can explain this! Everyone who knows me think that I'm thin. I'm actually underweight according to the BMI thingy, but I personally think that I look Okay with this size. I mean my height + my weight. (I'm the shortest in my family btw. Ohh yesss, I'm even shorter then my sister lalalala~)

But things kinda change since my mom open the shop. Gain some meat or perhaps fats (not weight cos my weight still remain the same. Weird! ) before the shop open and I thought it was okay since I do nothing other than sleep and eat. And when my mom open the shop I thought "Cool~ I can lose the meat/fats since I'm gona walk around serving customers".

It becomes a NIGHTMARE then!
Instead of losing the extra meat/fats at my thigh, the meat/fats actually built their new home at the top of the muffin. They named their new home as - Muffin Top.

Like this

Their new home wasn't that big yet
But I believe they're in the process of renovating it

I do walk around the shop serving customers. But I even love walking into the kitchen.I simply can't resist the temptation especially the fried ones and yeahhhh.. that's why =(

Don't have extra time to exercise so my way of TRYING to destroy their house is
  1. STOP eating fried foods. (I love Yong Tao Fu so much but they're all fried so... I'll try to reduce the intake XD )
  2. Take in more fruits and vegetables. (I used to take fruits and vegetables as my snacks but then replace them with fried fuchuk and yeahhh.. that's why )
  3. That's all! HAHAHA
I know it's very hard to destroy their home. But no choice la.. I don't want to look like a Standard 6 pregnant girl (lol) or like this...

I'm still wearing my Form 1 jeans
But it'll eventually become like this if I don't control myself

Hope I can destroy their home before they start to renovate.. at least blast off their rooftop hya hya hya =)

*still thinking my new year resoulution # 2

Friday, December 31, 2010

Happy New Year

So this is what going to happen few more hours later - fireworks blazing from all over the places, kids jumping up and down shouting "HAPPY NEW YEAR", lovely couples hugging and kissing each other. and me curling up in my bed looking for Mr Chou =)

Everyone went through ups and downs throughout the whole year - burning midnight oil for finals, fighting with assignments deadlines, quarrel with sisters or brothers, broke up and find a new bf or gf, fighting for money $$$ from parents. You smiled, you cried. Life still goes on no matter how many obstacles and hurdles you face.

Be thankful.



-Bill Vaughan-
Drop the last year into the silent limbo of the past. Let it go, for it was imperfect, and thank God that it can go

Thursday, December 30, 2010

加了冰的柠檬茶

六个月的沉淀期,让我变得不爱笑,不爱说话
是我变了,还是这才是真正的我

伤心难过的时候,发现可以疑倾诉的人都不在了
你们的名字一个个浮现在脑海
但却没勇气按下通话键


开始忘了你们的样子


有些人的友情, 就像茶叶一样,越久越香淳

有些人的友情,就像加了冰的柠檬茶,放久了,不香不酸也不甜了

你们之间的友情,就像茶叶

我和你们的友情,就像加了冰的柠檬茶

Monday, December 20, 2010

Akon just had sex


Just in case my cousins and aunties are reading this. Hi! I'm blogging this simply because I think it's interesting. No other meaning. Nothing at all!!!



Saw this on Facebook. It was really funny when Akon shouting "I just had sex!" on the rooftop.
Was typing the lyrics but delete it halfway through. Don't ask me why la.. *blushing and hide in the corner*